The Lack of excitement… The worrying factor??

I have been noticing how different I behave in situations where a normal guy would have been easily been on cloud nine. These observations which I have been noticing from last few years are quite simple facts to handle, but still I feel I am missing that excitement.

In my engineering college, when the examinations used to happen, I used to never feel the tense, but I used to listen to radio/ walkman till the exam starts while my fellow mates used to make that last minute glance to study whats important. From the time I used to get the question paper to the time time I finish the exam, I used to play with it. My friend, Manoj ” I have seen the glitter in your eyes, that you will be anxious to get the question paper”. So it maybe. But when I used to get my results, even though I used to score well in my exams often a FCD. I used to wonder “Whats there in this?” . This happened for every time I used to clear my examinations. In course of time, I finished my graduation and was working for a geotechnical firm. Along with my Project Manager, We travelled to the Jack-Up Rig by a Helicopter. Just as we landed on the Rig, we went to canteen after finishing some formalities. As my PM, was sipping his cup of coffee, he asked me, “Sravan,aren’t you feeling excited coming here?. Though I said “Yes”. He could guess that I was just saying it, without any excitement. He tried to explain me, How lucky I was to get into that position for my age. Though I was not excited, I started to think over what he said. But still I said to myself, “Whats there in this?”.

Days have been gone by from then, Now planning for my Masters Programme in my field of specialization. After some research, me and my friend have started applying for Masters Programme in UK Universities. I have scored reasonably good marks in my graduation. Still we wanted to try for the TOP university of the world. Imperial College Of London along with other universities. Though I never thought I would get a call from this unviersity, I got a offer from this university.  I was like okay. Now I will call to my friend and tell him about the same. After hearing this, he was so excited  that he offered me a party. Now, I wonder where is that excitement factor in me. Is this a worrying factor?? Dont know…

Indushree – The Magic Sister!!

Indushree, One of my orkut friend who has become such a close sweetheart of mine. You never know how and when people meet, same here. This person scrapped me 2 years back in some strange Kannada friendly slang. To which I replied strongly back, stating who was she to call me like that. Strangely, we started scrapping frequently updating each other, whats happening at our end of our life. Amazingly it went on to chatting in Yahoo and later she gave a suprise call to me on my birthday 2 years back when I was in middle of  a ocean digging soil. So i got her no. Now what?? You should guess, we started speaking frequently sharing our ideas, our joys and sorrows etc., Though it happened to be that Indushree  was a growing celebrity in Kannada Industry with lots of performances and laurels. She happened to record holder in  Limca Book of records. Never thought someone like that will be so close to me.  Whats happening now?? If you have guessed we are in a relationship.. lol yes we are, she is one of the sweetest sister I have now. She has been a wonderful find for me in my life. For people she is a Magician, Ventriloquist and Celebrity. For me, she is more than that, She is INDUSHREE!! Just INDUSHREE for me…!!  This post goes for her on her birthday!!