The Lack of excitement… The worrying factor??

I have been noticing how different I behave in situations where a normal guy would have been easily been on cloud nine. These observations which I have been noticing from last few years are quite simple facts to handle, but still I feel I am missing that excitement.

In my engineering college, when the examinations used to happen, I used to never feel the tense, but I used to listen to radio/ walkman till the exam starts while my fellow mates used to make that last minute glance to study whats important. From the time I used to get the question paper to the time time I finish the exam, I used to play with it. My friend, Manoj ” I have seen the glitter in your eyes, that you will be anxious to get the question paper”. So it maybe. But when I used to get my results, even though I used to score well in my exams often a FCD. I used to wonder “Whats there in this?” . This happened for every time I used to clear my examinations. In course of time, I finished my graduation and was working for a geotechnical firm. Along with my Project Manager, We travelled to the Jack-Up Rig by a Helicopter. Just as we landed on the Rig, we went to canteen after finishing some formalities. As my PM, was sipping his cup of coffee, he asked me, “Sravan,aren’t you feeling excited coming here?. Though I said “Yes”. He could guess that I was just saying it, without any excitement. He tried to explain me, How lucky I was to get into that position for my age. Though I was not excited, I started to think over what he said. But still I said to myself, “Whats there in this?”.

Days have been gone by from then, Now planning for my Masters Programme in my field of specialization. After some research, me and my friend have started applying for Masters Programme in UK Universities. I have scored reasonably good marks in my graduation. Still we wanted to try for the TOP university of the world. Imperial College Of London along with other universities. Though I never thought I would get a call from this unviersity, I got a offer from this university.  I was like okay. Now I will call to my friend and tell him about the same. After hearing this, he was so excited  that he offered me a party. Now, I wonder where is that excitement factor in me. Is this a worrying factor?? Dont know…

Indushree – The Magic Sister!!

Indushree, One of my orkut friend who has become such a close sweetheart of mine. You never know how and when people meet, same here. This person scrapped me 2 years back in some strange Kannada friendly slang. To which I replied strongly back, stating who was she to call me like that. Strangely, we started scrapping frequently updating each other, whats happening at our end of our life. Amazingly it went on to chatting in Yahoo and later she gave a suprise call to me on my birthday 2 years back when I was in middle of  a ocean digging soil. So i got her no. Now what?? You should guess, we started speaking frequently sharing our ideas, our joys and sorrows etc., Though it happened to be that Indushree  was a growing celebrity in Kannada Industry with lots of performances and laurels. She happened to record holder in  Limca Book of records. Never thought someone like that will be so close to me.  Whats happening now?? If you have guessed we are in a relationship.. lol yes we are, she is one of the sweetest sister I have now. She has been a wonderful find for me in my life. For people she is a Magician, Ventriloquist and Celebrity. For me, she is more than that, She is INDUSHREE!! Just INDUSHREE for me…!!  This post goes for her on her birthday!!

The chat which was not meant to be a chat!!!

Sravan: nan magane nan jaate chat madbeda aitha?

harshak123: hogo loper.. ninjote yaar chat madthare..

Sravan: thats what i was worried that u will chat with me

Sent at 12:11 PM on Thursday

harshak123: y shud i chat with u..

u don chat with me..

Sravan: its not me chatting with u.. u are chatting with me

harshak123: who tld u to ping me..

Sravan: who told you to reply

harshak123: dats my wish..

who r u t sk..

ask?*

Sravan: even that my wish to ping you and tell you not to chat with me

harshak123: ‘ll chat with u..

wat u ‘ll do..

Sravan: thats what i am trying to tell

harshak123: wat??

Sravan: dont chat with me antha

harshak123: wats ur prob.. ‘ll chat wit u..

do whatever u wan..

Sravan: nan magane dont chat with me

harshak123: nannishta kano..

Sravan: i am warning you

harshak123: eno madthiya??

even ‘m warnin u..

Sravan: dont take this to any extent from this

harshak123: en kisithiya kisiko..

hogolo..

Sravan: hogo

nin yen chat madodo

nane ninjathe chat madthini

harshak123: nannishta kano..

enadru chat madtini.

nan madlwo..

ninjote nanyak chat madbeku??

Comments on my driving!!

Pavan, My brother : ” I will closes m eyes or i won’t see forward when u are driving”

Deepak, My Colleague : ” Abey ganda chalata hai tho”

Sneha, My sister : ” Aaaahh, ohh.. Shravan drive slow….. Aaah!!”

Sandeep Rao, My Friend :” U drive well, but in bangalore traffic its dangerous”

Mamatha, My friend : “U will drive well, but drive slow”

Harsha, My friend : ” Maga fastu fastu… “”

Nagu, My sister : “Methage…. methage.. “

Triveni, My Cousin-in law : ” Yaala antha fast poyedi? ” ( Means why u wana drive so fast? )

Anushree, My SIster ” u r a wing rider”

Abhijith, My Friend, ” Yen maga, u have become a Rider”"

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A visit to temple

Well, today i had been to subramanya temple along with my pal.As my horoscope reads a pretty horrible days ahead, a remedy is to visit Lord Subramanya’s temple every tuesday.For the same reason, to make my mom happy, i visited this temple today.Though i didnt know what to pray for i just gave my obesiances to the Lord. But the best part was, i saw this small kid, who came inside followed his guardian.Well, Doing a sastanga, he laid there for few mins prayering.It was one of the best things i have ever seen.I still wonder what was the little kid prayering, while the adults around where so busy to pray also!!

After a long time…….

After a long time i am blogging in a new blogsite.. lets see how it goes from here… Days have passed since i have blogged and times have changed and so are the people around me, making me to wonder the same thing i used to think so often”Is it the time for me to change??? or to remain the same way i have been..?”.It is the most difficult thing i have ever had encountered till now, rather than losing a friend, a job or love.

People change their own personalities to protect one so called thing, Their Ego.!! They never want to come out of the so called false ego they have set themselves. They are ready to change their friends to enemies, enemies to loved ones, loved ones to a spec of dust. In order to protect the false ego, they have forgotten the qualities of good in them, forgiveness,truthfulness, honesty and so called qualities.

Well.. this was just a feeling of mine, from the the things which i have encountered with my loved one, family n friends. which i fail express it.. maybe the following post may be much more in detail.